Larissa Reneé, 18, Australia.
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18:24 something-sincere: (via imgTumble)
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18:10"If you love two people, choose the second one you fell inlove with because that means you’re not inlove with the first anymore." — Johnny Depp.
18:09 Morning selfies!
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20:15 One month ago today, I lost my new beginning… It would have to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through.. To go through a real labour and feel all of that pain and not hold a baby at the end of it, it’s heartbreaking. I’m devastated, every day I wake up and i’m disappointed because I don’t have my child to attend to, feed, bath, change nappies for, all of that. I see people with their families, people who are pregnant, anything to do with children and I immediately feel sad, it sucks. I had a feeling from how low my belly sat that i was having a boy, I named him Lukah James. I cut LJ into my wrist so it scars and he’ll always be there when I look down, sounds stupid but it’s part of how I cope. I miss waking up from movements in my stomach and holding my belly and feeling the kicks and everything, I miss looking down and seeing this huge bump that I thought was so god damn beautiful, now I look down and just want to cry because my body is disgusting. I have nothing to show for why I’m so ugly underneath my clothes, because I lost my baby. :(
20:03 I can not explain how I feel right now, the weekend was fucked, to think people actually have the nerve to do such things as they’re capable of, it’s shocking, devastating almost. I can’t believe just Monday, I almost lost my life!!! Feeling like death warmed up, tired, sore, lonely… I don’t know why though, I have friends around me but I can’t help feeling lonely… :(
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